Origins

If I let go of my fear and I open freely my mind I can fly very high. I use to fly so high that almost noone gave me an incentive to stay on earth. Disconnected. Wild. Les voies de Dieu sont impénétrables. Souvent je n'y comprends rien. Moi si j'y tenais mal mon rôle c'était de ni comprendre rien. No stress est ma nouvelle politique. It's all good. I'm thinking I must have done something good somewhere. I took great care of my grand father and my great aunt. I was very close to my maternal grand-mother the one who married a christian Palestinian. She was like a mother to me. Took me in twice. Loved her fourth husband Saul Cohen a Franc Maçon my confident, my mentor. When she passed away I decided to go back to judaism and my daughters with me since they were jewish by birth the same as me. No need for conversion. I asked the rabbi one question: does judaism believe in the transmutation of the soul. He said yes and I thought this was home. So when she passed away, I took care of her sister Jouji, older sister who lived the Second World War as a Hungarian jew and hid and went to camp with husband and her parents. It was the end of the war Auschwitz was taken by the Russians, no more convoy were sent, they survived. Jouji was a very strong head woman. No bullshit with Jouji. She was a tough cookie. Never had children. Only dogs and canaris all named Hansel.I stayed at the emergency with her praying that she wouldn't die but every time she came back. She passed away at 95. She was a brilliant woman very spoiled, raised by mademoiselle. Her cousin took care of her financially from the time her husband died until she passed away. Half of her life. She told me once: Never give up. I learned a lot from her. Always love older people when they're intelligent of course. Love the old people of my family. They're from a time that will never come back. 

We are all naked

“Your naked body should only belong to those who fall in love with your naked soul.”

― Charles Chaplin to his daughter Geraldine
In the absolute of course

The first step is always the hardest but then again what is there to lose...
Steve Jobs said that: in front of death you're already naked. What is there to lose? who said how it's suppose to be anyway. I think there must be a way to live outside of the box. Outside of the corporation, my way. To accept ourself is not such an easy thing sometimes. To accept ourselves fully. To let our crazyness come alive.We live in fear. Fear of rejection, fear of losing, fear born out of our ego. Because in front of death what is there to lose. We only have one life no less no more. So why not live it the way we want it. Because after all says who? Who is there to say how to live our life. There must be a place for the outsiders, the dream warriors, the soul searchers. A little place in paradise. Positive vibes only. I live in a positive world take your negativity away from me. Music is the soul vibrations. I'm a house junkie. I use to say the quest for the absolute. Is it to dream of an impossible dream, like Brel sang. Maybe but I think it's worth to try. Love is never a waste of time. Regardless of what my 16 years old daughter says. Because at the end there's something I always be able to say: thank god i'm a mother of 2 beautiful girls, angels in my life. Eternal love infinite love absolute love. The kind of love I'm talking about yes it's absolute. Birdman by Innaritu.Love that movie. Bought it. Watched it many times. In interview he said that fear was the condom of life. I kinda agree with him. With fear there's no life. He said when he was making Birdman he decided to make love and take out the condom because fear is the condom of life. Something like that. I don't know why I like that movie that much. Maybe because it talks about the meaning of life. The way it's constructed. The music. The special effects. The actors of course. The ultra realism and the fantastic mixed together. Interesting amalgam. 
After all love is there to be given not to keep for ourselves. So how is your love bank going? Have you been sharing a lot lately?
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A walk into the unknown

First t-shirts are going to djs and producers in Europe by monday the 10th of August. Edited pictures from the photoshoot by friday. Getting there slowly but surely

So why a sheep? Why a pink sheep? I was thinking of a logo for MBRTRB short for members of the tribe. The black sheep came to mind. The rebellious one the one who goes against the stream also the sheep is a placid animal hes vegan not agressive. I chose pink for practical reason it goes on black or white and also because im a girl and i see la vie en rose. 
That sheep is a reminder that you dont have to look different to be different.


The word for the month of august will be loyalty in a wide way. Loyalty towards us and towards others. I am sometimes guilty of betraying myself to please others. My Osho Horoscope says to let go of given ideas or borrowed ideas. Says Who at the end that's the real question. A friend told me once when you receive a gift all there is to say is thank you. You can't refuse a gift. Sometimes I forget to follow my heart in the names of conformity. Im an anti conformist but sometimes I get scared of my own self. I stop and I think am I completely out of my mind...Self doubt is the worst. On one hand you don't wanna be completely delusional but on the other hand you have to believe in yourself. It's a fine line. I had two amazing grand mothers, out of the ordinary. That's my lineage. So I guess the idea is to breath in breath out stay true to who I am and keep the spirit. Let's see where it goes. I try to see the big picture, put everything into perspective. But who am I to know. I don't know nothing. 
Honorary member of the month will be Kate Hudson because of her role in almost famous her freedom her good vibes and because of her beach girl life style.