Magic

The word of October will be magic. The honorary member will be Leonardo Di Caprio. First of all, funnily when i answered the questions of one of those quiz on Facebook about who would play the role of my life in a movie, i got Leonardo Di Caprio and I'm sure I answered woman to the question are you a woman or a man. So it was quite strange and flattering. Leonardo di Caprio I have no objection to that. But of course, it is mostly because Leonardo Di Caprio, lately, has made himself noticed by taking position on ecological issues and donating money through his foundation to different earth oriented charities like oceana.org tto whom Ill donate 10% of my eventual profits. 
(I chose Oceana because water touches all living creatures and because I'm a beach girl by nature) 
So Leonardo Di Caprio it is. And even though, I'm not a beard person I love the new look. He almost looks like he's part of the first nations. Very spiritual looking. 
The word of October will be magic. Because Magic is in the air. Can you feel it ?
There's a movement and it's growing. I can feel it. Do you believe in fate Mallory ? Natural born killers. I think I like that movie because of that line. I always believe in fate, in a purpose. That's the way it is but sometimes it goes the other way around too. True Romance. and you're so cool. I'm a lover not a fighter. 1 love. Love is louder. Love is the movement. Spread the love, feel the magic in the air.
Because the movement is growing and it comes from within. 

Balance

Libra is coming in 2 days. 

Balance. 

The idea is balance. Balance between the opposites. The positive and the negative. I had two answers in my life on the statement of being lost. Once 20 years ago, a friend asked me how I was doing and I answered: I'm drifting away pointing to the marinière top I was wearing. He replied: Since I've known you you've been drifting away. Maybe a year ago I told another friend that i got lost for a while. He said: it's good to be lost. I said as long as you find your way back. So balance is to walk this fine line right in the center where the positive join the negative. Because everything is necessary. Without the negative we wouldn't push ourselves further we would stagnate. The 2 forces are needed to move us forward. The negative as a mean to go further not as an end result of course. I think even at the times I was the most disconnected I never lost touch with my true values of authenticity, consistency, reliability, solidity, respect and ultimately love. When we reach that balance, once we find our vibe, than only than we can truly fly and than not even the sky is the limit. 

Photoshoot first drafts

Christopher Morrison, our photographe for the shoot, is a genius. He made it with the vibe of the Outsiders and that was exactly what was needed. Thank you to the team, from the left: Lii, William, Sano, François and Chloé. Our make-up artist Salima and Eva, Chris' assistant.

Vision

A business is like life. You think you have arrived and actually it's just another start another beginning. The difficult part has been reached. The marketing and the sale of my street wear line. I'm thinking that it's gonna take exactly the time it should take as long as I do what I'm suppose to do. It's funny how I keep going in and out Facebook. Closing opening so on so forth. Now it's closed again. Meanwhile I'm looking for an Interlocutor. Quite rare. A specie in way of extinction. Everybody is doing their own thing in a corner hardly reaching to people outside of their comfort zone. The sense of community has disappear. Community as humans. That's what I'm trying to put back with my line. A sense of belonging but outside society, government, race, religion, sexual orientation etc. Connecting with the vibes. I always strongly believed in connection and intuition. Maybe that's why I fell in love with Steve Jobs while reading his biography. He was intransigeant and made no compromise. He was perfectionist and demanding. I saw a bit of me in him. This hunger for life and his sense of vision, his confidence. Like Steve Jobs said: the thing is about connection is that you can only see the connection between the dots looking back never looking forward. So meanwhile you have to believe in something your gut feelings, your faith yourself something. He also says that in front of death everybody is already naked might as well do something that we like with the time we have. Might as well do something good. Something we're passionate about. Doing so we will never feel we lost our times and we won't have any regrets. Because life is short. So be alive and kick ass. Think outside of the box, be good, be real, represent, spread the vibes. 1 love.

Every start has a beginning

So I launched the website sunday the 8th at night 11pm with my dear friend Arlinz next to me after a wonderful evening dancing at Piknic électronik on Craig Richards. I was like: Do you remember how we use to dance Arlinz and he answered: Baby we're still dancing. 
And I smile and I thought, we' re still dancing, we're still kicking ass. Like we use to. A bit older a bit wiser but still there faithful to our true nature.
Dream Warrior Soul Searcher People of the underground, Can you feel it ? 
I come from the upper world better known as the underground.
I made my first sale for New York. The ice is broken.
Doing the photoshoot on sunday with Christopher Morrison, a professional photograph, and friends of my daughter. Should be fun. 
www.christophermorrison.com
So far so good. 
Let's see how far it wil go.
I have a good feeling.
Stick to your guns
Trust your gut feeling
Take risks
Nightmares on Wax

A lot of positive feedbacks from people at Piknic for this t-shirt :))))))
Keep it good keep it real spread the vibes 1 love because I represent 
and don't forget Salute the DJ

Launch of www.MBRTRB.com

So the day has finally arrived. My birthday and the launch of my website. Got the first samples today and they look amazing. Very Happy. I'm proud of myself because what started as a thought is a final project. I took it to the end. Alone but surrounded by a great team. I thank Jamie Winterhalt, my webdesigner for his patience with me, his talent and his intelligence. My friend Rick Hinojosa who was always there to guide me and to advice me and Simon from Touchez who will produce my t-shirts.

It is my birthday also. I'm excited with this birthday. Actually I've never been so excited with any of my birthdays. I had a great week with friends and family. Tonite is my night dancing. Can't wait. Wearing the MBRTRB t-shirt with leather black G-star short and white superga. Comfortable indeed. And my new sunglasses of course. Essential.

First music to be share on MBRTRB was graciously provided by Jose Maria Ramon, the head of programming at Ibiza Global Radio. I absolutely adore his sets. Link to my souncloud page MBRTRB as well.

Tribal collection

Birthday

I often say that life has it's own rythme. We can't force thing. We have to let go and trust and be patient. Nightmares on Wax 3 essential elements: Stick to your gun, take risk, trust. I agree. We have to stay true to who we are, we have to let go of ours fear and just do it if it feels right and than trust, what Steve Jobs use to call: gut feeling. Trust our gut feeling our intuition even if we were misled before or we made mistake. We have to keep doing it. We are not perfect. We are human beings. Errors are part of the process of being alive. Another day, another life. There is always time until the end. Going back on our feet cause it ain't over until it's over. The important is to never desperate. Kick our ass and push ourselves up again. Every mistake is a chance to be better, to go forward a bit more. I've come a long way. I feel i'm getting closer to my own self. I grew spiritually, mentally even physically. I feel taller not as an ego trip but taller as a human being, spreading my wings and me in the world, feeling up my space and radiating. My life is not perfect and maybe I'm the most imperfect of all but thats not the point. I feel good, at peace with who I am. I am because I am, I am because we are. It's going to be my BD soon, saturday to be precise. The number is getting bigger. As long as were getting older, we are alive. There's no other way. Better get accustomed to it.  Strangely I like it. I like the calm of it. I love being home, I love my bed. Who would have thought...I'm a good mother. i'm a good friend. I'm a good person. That was always there. I was always a good person but I was lost and I didn't care. A fallen angel kicked out of paradise searching for its way home. Je vais dans la vie comme une pute sans trottoir was one of my favourite saying.
 I know now that paradise is within.