Anti-conformism

September is a special month since it's the month of my birthday. I'm a virgo and Karl Lagerfeld too and somehow their is similitude between him and my humble self. We both have this mix between absolute anti-conformism and nonetheless rationality. All that to say that when I found out that Karl Lagerfeld was a virgo I wasn't surprise. So Virgo and September it is. In judaism, it's gonna be Rosh Hashana the beginning of the year. Our New Year. I'm excited with this year birthday. Anti-conformism is gonna be this month word along with Mr. Lagerfel for the reasons I mention earlier. For the anti-conformist minds and free spirit, the ones that don't follow the current, i dedicate this month to you.

Can you feel it ?

To create a community united by the same vibe. Not by religion, not by race, not by sex or sexual orientation but by the same vibe. 
349 likes on MBRTRB soon 350 ! It's growing. 
On soundcloud twitter and instragram. Slowly step by step. 
I love the internet because it allows me to move the information around with no cost and fast. It also allows me to connect with people from all over the world. It's kind of magical. 
So let's start a movement, a love movement, a peaceful movement, a community united by the same vibe, the good vibe. Respectful of all living creatures. 
Let's forget about our differences our political stands and let's focus on what really matter. Let's move beyond and above and forward. 
let's start a love revolution. Are you up to it ?

Next step on its way

I met with Mike from Touchez. They are going to be the ones producing my t-shirts. The website is almost ready but not quite. Few changes still have to be done. The price will be 30$. I'm getting excited. Maybe I'll launch MBRTRB for my birthday which is coming soon. 

www.mbrtrb.com

Acceptance

To accept oneself. Not an easy thing to do. I realize this weekend that It's much easier to worry about pleasing someone that to think of pleasing oneself. To lose yourself in someone in order to forget about yourself for a while. To avoid responsibility. It's easier to take care of somebody else's problems than to face ours. The mirror of truth of Don Quixote. But it is always time to change. Another day another life. To take responsibility. To take responsibility for who we are and to have the courage to live our truth. I guess it comes with maturity. I grew this weekend. I'm getting there. Step by step moment to moment one step at the time. Standing strong and tall.

Osho:
Ace of Rainbows: MaturityThis figure stands alone, silent and yet alert. The inner being is filled with flowers--that carry the quality of springtime and regenerate wherever he goes. This inner flowering and the wholeness that he feels affords the possibility of unlimited movement. He can move in any direction--within and without it makes no difference as his joy and and maturity cannot be diminished by externals. He has come to a time of centeredness and expansiveness--the white glow around the figure is his protection and his light. All of life's experiences have brought him to this time of perfection.

coincidence or the attention to details

The attention to details. I'm a maniac. A perfectionist in all aspects of my life except for my finance. I don't understand anything about money. I live by the grace of God. Apart from that I'm a perfectionist. I like things to be the way I want. And when I compromise I feel awful. It eats me from inside. I'm very happy by myself. I do my things. So when someone enters my life it better not be to fuck up with my vibes. When the superficial becomes so natural that you think that you were born with it. When everything was learned. Of course I must be the most imperfect of them all. I don't adapt. I don't have any intention to fit in. As I said, I do my things. We learn by experience and believe me I had a lot of experiences. i put myself in unknown territory. To check my limits, intentionally in danger all the time. On the edge. Because I'm a borderliner. But as Marilyn Monroe said If you can't take me at my worst than you don't deserve me at my best. So the attention details. I have to like the set up and the person. His way of projecting himself into space. How he deals with life. I was always open minded. Curious of anybody you got my attention. I miss Alexandre. I love where I live how I decorated it I must be listening to the best music in Montreal I have the two must amazing daughters the cutest dog the nicest friends. I'm blessed. I have my idea of perfection. For me imperfection is perfection. A certain kind of imperfection. The essential you can't see with the eyes. It goes deep into the soul. 

Looking for the soul

I know we're not in september yet but i declare the word of september to be: Positivity.

If you're my friend I got your back, if not, you can forget about me. I'm radical. Nonetheless, if I like you, and you make me think you like me too, I'll always give you the benefice of the doubt. Again and again and again until the steel wall fall. If that, shall be the end, it will always be with deep sadness. I don't like to say Adieu. It breaks my heart. That's where reciprocity comes along. You can't feed a black hole that solely takes and doesn't give. To look for the soul not easy since the soul is by essence is invisible. I guess I'll be looking for people who radiate positivity. I always thought that if you are happy and at peace with yourself you don't think to play games, to use or to manipulate. The trick is some people play happy. Happy is not an easy state to attain. Sometimes I get lost in lust. Lust is my comfort zone, I know how to navigate in lust. The thing is for me, there can't be lust without love, giving, trusting. Lust without reciprocity, anyhow not anymore. 

Respect

The word of august is Respect

First of all respect for yourself and second respect for others. Respect means get out of any situation where you're compromising your truth and values. Respect for others don't do to them what you wouldn't want them to do to you unless you don't have a choice of course. Respect means do no shit but also take no shit. As a free woman I have to battle for respect. Sometimes the hard way. Don't fuck with my vibes. To put some people back in their place where they belong. It's every time a surprise, a sad one. the pettiness of the human race, how low they live hardly above the ground. I expect the best always. 
Nothing else. 
I expect Respect.